If I ever disappear, look for me under the book pile. My feet will be protruding like the Wicked Witch of the West … but my shoes are going to be teal nubuck stomping boots instead of the hopeless gentility of red slippers. Let’s be honest, we could all predict that with the commitment to a 2 year Creative Writing Masters out there in the mix, the book piles weren’t likely to get smaller. With the (near) beginning of a new week dangling there, tantalising as an unspoilt notebook, which part of the pile am I going to destabilise in the name of creativity?
Book folk need no encouragement or excuse to build the pile, but just in case I needed help and motivation there’s the assignment I’m working on for next year focusing on a single influential author. I’m working on that by increasing my book pile. I think that’s a valid approach. Deciding which way to go with this has been like choosing your favourite offspring. There are so many authors out there who influence how I write … so, so many. Not all of them are ones I like. Sometimes I’m influenced by authors I cannot abide, perhaps even more so than those I love depending on my mood. I like to dissect exactly why I hate them so in a dispassionate and academically critical way (Translation: ‘I like to rant a lot about how awful I think they are and how I could possibly have spent time reading them when my book pile is so high and filled with so many gems … often to the cats as they are the only ones not wise enough to leave the room when I get what I like to refer to as my Dan-Brown-JoJo-Moyes look … or possibly they simply aren’t listening to me at any time and this is no departure from the status quo … hard to say when they’re always feigning sleep’). The thing is, my most hated authors are still loved by so many people so they must being doing something right (plus, they are actually rich and working in a career where their book purchases are tax deductible) so there’s a good reason to dissect their prose, even if I don’t want to replicate it. I can’t face using one of these for my extended piece though. This, I think, should be a labour of love. In that vein, I have chosen to increase my Ali Smith book stack as she is one of my most respected authors and the ease and fluidity with which she redefines genre and form is gracefully inspiring.
So, watch this space for some Ali Smith devotion, coming your way soon at a bargain price (free).
If you don’t hear from me again, send help … I will be under the pile.